Lot's Happening

So much is going on. I am completely overwhelmed.
Last week I was feeling a little better about Luke's situation in daycare because I had a good discussion with the director and they seemed to really want to work with us to make daycare a safe place for him. Well, yesterday I visited a toddler room during lunch and left in tears. I was there for 15 minutes and in that time I saw 3 kids spill thier milk. 1 kid spilling was my biggest fear but to see 3 kids do it pushed me over the edge. I hate to say it but I think we are going to have to get a nanny. At least for a year or so until Luke's allergies are under control or until he is old enough to know what he can and can't have. I have about 7 weeks to make a decision, find a nanny and train her. I am going to a support group tonight for Luke's allergies. I am really hoping it helps.
Work is crazy. This is stressful but a good thing. Days are flying by. Can I just say - I have the BEST manager in the world. He has been so patient and helpful with all of my issues of Chris being laid off and Luke's allergies and Dr.'s appointments.
Because of all that is goin on with work and Luke I am already starting to fall behind on my marathon training. I need to try to sneak 3 miles in tonight between work and the support group meeting. I hope my old gym will let me stop in and use a treadmill for a bit.